impromptu.

Yupp. Title suits today’s activities perfectly.

@4am last night, Gibby, Wendy and I decided to meet for breakfast. At 9am. When we met, we were all so dead, man…

Kept having change of events, over and over again.

Breakfast > Monopoly + MTV > Nap > more MTV > Supermarket > Takoyaki > Bubble tea > back home > cooked > dinner > Crayon shin > jammed.

Dinner was awesome pawsome, thanks Gibby :)

And yessssss, I need to get started on work. So so badly. ): sighhhhhh.

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Today I finished whatever that was in my pint of Ben & Jerry’s. Felt super sinful for a moment, but…… :( Oh well.

Hunger Pangssss >: I want to eat!!!

Grrrrrrr.

Bai.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet.
If you could give another second chance.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

onozz.

So so so… last week of hols! >: sad. Which reminds me, have to start doing work, BAD.

Yesterday, went out with bestie. To catch a movie. I love you, man. And uhhh we didn’t realised it’s NC16 until we saw the stub then we were like omgwtfbbq LOL.

Anyway the show was good man! :D

Had subway after that. Yummy. Subway melt with lettuce, tomato, onions & honey mustard + sweet onion = BEST COMBI EVERRRRRRR. Then again not like I touch other subs….. but it’s really good!

Pigged out today, had kfccccc gr. :( So sinful!

I need to go jogging and start eating less. Eat less exercise more.

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BTW my dearest Stacia Yong just came back from Melbourne last night.
With a flu.
This morning, got a fever.
Went to doctor.
Suspected case of h1n1,
she had to call 993.
Get sent to TTSH.
Get checked and waited hours for her report.
The wait was still not over so they sent her home first.
In the end, test results negative.

ONE. LUCKY. GIRL. i tell ya. LOL. Was texting/on phone with her all the way man. Damn funny.

And I totally dig hot milo, ovatine “crunchy” (and cold), and lipton tea (hot/cold) ATM. Me likey!

Anyway is my blog like dying?? If you are reading please tag to keep it alive. ): AND please click on my nuffnang ad!!! So that I can earn $$ please :)

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Who Am I?

Watch the video! It’s worth it. I cried watching……. It’s just so touching.

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
‘Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

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Stacia, be strong :) remember our promise k? And I’l not cry… or at least I’l try not to. Love ya.

major breakthrough

For the firs time in history, Flame Dancers achieved a GOLD for Chinese dance for SYF!!!

YES GOLDDDD.

Gold.

Gold.

Gold.

Gold.

Gold.

Gold.

GOLD LEH!!!!!!!! GOLD LA OMG MIND YOU!!!!

CHINESE DANCE FTWWWWWWWWW <33

Doesn’t matter, if other CCAs did better than us. Cause we worked hard. We tried our best. We gave our best. I know we did. And I’m proud of my girls. Super proud. :)

Suffering from major withdrawal symptoms, but nonetheless happy! We are the best, best!!!! Flame Dancers (CHINESE DANCE) of 09 are the best. :D Chinese dance is seriously not easy, to be able to be good at it. Yet we did it. :D

Last but not least, Praise the Lord, For such awesome results!!!! :D

Commit to the LORD whatever you do,
and your plans will succeed.

Proverbs 16:3 (NIV)
:D

I owe some people a treat.. LOL. Stacia and Jessica… -_- tsktsk! hahahaha. :P I’ll treat y’all soon kay :D

SUPER, SUPER PROUD OF CHINESE DANCE.

LOVE Y’ALL :’D

Hehehe. Only my powergirls will know what this is… ^^ Can’t wait for the DVDs man omg!

hectic

It’s been a hectic week man, omg. Filled with tests and all. E Maths was good, hopefully I can do well, like seriously. The questions were not difficult so hopefully carelessness wouldn’t kill me. Chem on Redox was postponed, and I still don’t know what’s going on anyway. Chinese was… errrr, idk man -_- teacher’s marking so strict pfft. A Maths is a total G-O-N-E-R :)

Out with Stacia after school on tuesday/wednesday, go paktor. Tuesday @ Cartel (hehehe caramel frappe <3), Wednesday @ MFM (seafood chowder!) hahaha atas man. We got too much money to spend, sozz.

So glad it’s over and the weekend’s here! Looking forward to this weekend so much because, 1) Saturday am heading to Stacia’s house with quite a few others! Bringing mj and Ryan and Sean’s Not So Excellent Adventure (HA YES IT’S NIGAHIGA) which I borrowed from Jing to watch. 2) Sunday’s gonna be one last place to visit, mom’s friend’s place, which means more angbao/money coming in! And after that heading to Abby’s party in the night. And we can end late cos of Manic Monday!

Dance has been so stressful and time-consuming, ew. Lol sorry people if I kept whining today about wanting to quit. Was so… desperate man. :( SYF be over quick. I’m draining out already…

Anyway yesterday went to get my Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s, wahahaha. Thanks ABBY and PEIJIA for accompanying me, (they wanted their names to be mentioned BIG!! -coughs.) Think I made the right choice because the film for Instax is soooooo cheap when compared to Polaroid film. Hello instax film one shutter one buck gone, polaroid is 3 bux fly hahaha so stupid. :B
[eh sis ah if you’re reading this, is instax hor i didn’t get polaroid. but i can be nice and lend you when you come back :D [

Can spam film on instax, since it’s sooooo cheap -yawns. Got Hello Kitty/Mickey Mouse/Disney Princess/Winnie the Pooh some more!! Satisfied with my Instax, for nao. Until I get richer and decide to raise the stakes for another toy, then I’l prolly get a polaroid. Oh, and when film production is back and the film price drop. :)

Anyway from vday onwards, SRP for amaths starting. Every saturday morning, ewww bullcrap. My 5 days work week gone. Pfft.

Next monday school for 3 hours LOL -.- ‘Cos of manic monday, starts at 9. Ends at 1230 cos of staff wellness day. Either going jamming, kbox, or both. =) but then again, flower show last ep!! :o Damn.

HUIMIN!!! IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS. MEET ME ASAP MAN I MISS YOU. AND AMY! KETCHUP SOONZ PLS THANX.

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It’s been 2 weeks…

T-w-o. :/

X’mas Eve!

Change of plans, going to meet Huimin insteaddd :) ! Stupid woman keep working, no time to meet me. Finally today have already!!!!! Yay. She owes me super a lot of things lor, like tuky2, gmax and watercam. biatch LOL. :(

Get well soon Kenneth! I hope you’ll get to go for your party tonight. :] Love you ♥

dysphoric

Thought a lot over the past days…

I really really want to have a good talk with you, but… looking at the circumstances now, I don’t know what’s going to be the best for us already. Even if I do want to talk, would you let me? Would you find the things I say ridiculous? Would you let me say what I want, and you promise to remain calm and not get angry until I’m done talking? Would ya?

I have so much to say, so much I want to tell you, but I don’t know how. I don’t know how to ask for a chance to talk. I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, or if you’ll even read this at all.

I am human — I have feelings, I smile, I laugh, I cry,… I get mad at you, but that feeling doesn’t stay for long. I’m thinking you might read this post, although I don’t know how you’ll take it. I wonder if writing all these will affect us in anyway. But… I really want to be honest here. I don’t want to be putting on any false front, simply because it won’t be me.

I’ve seen what you’ve said on your public portal, and I guess I’ll just respect that choice. Maybe we can use this as a little break, and it’ll get better when you return. Hopefully, maybe. For now, just take care while you’re there, have fun and enjoy yourself (especially with the 3 days of relaxation)…

From the bottom of my heart,
Miss ya.

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